Sunday, January 07, 2001

 
ok, things are finally good enough for me to devote some of my cranial activity to actually posting. i am a little frustrated with my friend "x1". he had been acting insensitive and rather self-centered, and when i tried to explain to him why i was upset, he totally blew it off and expected me to be non-angry with him. i feel like i can't talk to him anymore, but i never really could so i suppose it's nothing big. it's just that x1 has been one of those people that semi-understood my nonsensical ravings but now i'm just down to natja. maybe my problems with x1 have major emily-origins. perchance i take things too personally, but it makes me angry when people bring up my personality conflicts, because as i see it, i'm just trying to find a happy medium.(a content fortune-teller?) my own little niche. unfortunately, this is a lot more difficult than it seemed to me at first. i wasn't counting on people, mainly x1, becoming cynical at my attempts to improve my character. sigh sigh sigh. la vida es asi dificil, no?


posted by emily oi! at 12:10:00 AM


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